Talking to three coins
Does this primal fear come from my mother’s inconsistency?
Yes.
Does it also come from the demons or the monsters?
No.
Is there anything to be done about it, to quell it?
No.
Even a deeper spirituality wouldn’t help?
YES.
Yes it would help or wouldn’t help? Would help?
Yes.
Because it’s not so frightening to be in relation to God or something like God, because God is more consistent than any human including my own brain?
No.
Because I would simply have more faith?
Yes.
Should I start having more faith today?
No.
Tomorrow?
Yes.
Does that mean praying?
Yes.
Can I just pray to the best of my ability?
Yes.
Should I do it out in the garden?
No.
On a walk?
NO.
At my desk?
No.
Does it matter where I do it?
YES.
In the park?
No.
By the railroad tracks?
NO.
In the shower?
Yes.
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